its a funny feeling.maybe one i wil not go through.but its a comfort like no other.it seems right,an answer.just an answer. its not like you just go and do it.its something thought about for days.and the only thing that keeps you grounded is the thought of hurting others.what will they do? what will they think of me,if they even think of me.is it worth ending it all over her? no....but that voice keeps asking.keeps sugesting that a bullet is all it takes.its fast and painless.one bullet to the temple,or in the mouth.one bullet is all it is.maybe a hot bath with split wrists is better.less mess,and all you do is fall asleep.c'mon he says.its easy.do it.make them pay something.its all right who wold blame you? who would.who would.