i have this sinking suspition that its not as over as she says it is between her lover and her.funny,she cant seem to see how much i love her.shes indiferent and yet she thinks the world for him.well.why should i be waisting my time here? i think the only reason shes still here is because thers no other place to go for her.well,i wont put her out on the street,though maybe she deserves that.but what do i have here really but a broken heart and a wife that loves a nother.though i carry in me love for her it si not the same as to say iam in love with her.i dont think i can love someone who clearly does not love me back.really who cares if she still feels for this guy.in the end all that will happenis that she'll make him hate her too.eventualy the only person she thinks of is her self,that will never change i guess.shes a bad person who does good things from time to time.so well i guess this is the begining of the endhere.she wont admit it but,i know its mutual.i bet some years from now shell come back and try agian with me.maybe by then i wont car to be with her any more.