well.she said she was afraid to leave becausse i'd fall apart.wow i guess she doesnt belive in my stength.she wants to go.i assume because she hates it here so much.she resents me.i guess the afair was because she wanted to see the grass and how green it really is on the other side.for all that just go.why does she has to prolong this/ i guess its in her best intrest.yet again manipulating and scmeamimg to get her way no doubt.well i guess i shall see what happens when the 9 sessions are done with.who knows what else she will say.