when we got married.that day it was cold.januaries usualy are i guess.you took a walk with your girlfriends and i felt some what abandoned.i was upset and angry but i sucked it up because,i was going to wed with you.you,the living enbodyment of my dreams.at last iwas going to make you into an honest woman.so here we are.2 years alter and were in danger.i never knew this would go down as it did.not in my mind at least.but the heart knew.so i denied it to myself.belived my farytail of never me,never us.but yes.it did happen.i want to be inlove.though it may not be with you.maybe it will.i cant tell.i can say that iam in love with you.for 5 years i was in love like the very first time.today.it ain so.i'm inlove with you.but its been damaged.its with conditions.you had all my unconditionals.and you wasted it.so,where will we go.i'm not sure.but i want to be inlove.really inlove.