im venting she says.its good for me i'm told.i hate feeling like i have no control,like i'm a whineing brat.i'm 33.33! i dont want o feel like a loser any more.i want to love and be loved.to learn,i want to see a better day.i want such simple things.in a city so full,how is it that one can still be so alone? i want peace.its all i ever wanted in the past and all i want now.if only i could reach her.with my words alone.i love that woman,a love like this is once in a life time.and if you ge it twice,then you have got to be a saint.