i'm sure that ppl whoread this would say,why is he still with that woman.could it be becuase i dont think i can do better? whats better.at this point anything i guess. what i dont want is some rebound chick.i dont want to sleep with someone meaninglessly.i dont want some woman trying to push herself in my life,as is i have enough of that. i ust dont think i'm ready,and to be honest i just dont want that type of shit in my life again. i'm the provideing type.but i dont want to get used up again.i nurcher but i dont want some one sucking me dry of my resorces.i just want some one who loves me.some one who cares enough that even if they hurt me they would be sorry and find ways to make it up. shes stil here.and i'm still in love.why? because love knows no bounds.and that sux.because love should. this isn't healthy. i wonder if i go will she even give a shit.from the looks of it she wont.so why stay?