so i was told once that i must have been a saint because of all the good iv done for people.i thought they were idiots to even think that. yeah me the saint,with all ive done i'm sure god wants me in heaven. but,then today my best friend told me about how i have affected him. his life,the impact ive had. and though i'm far from good.i can see why i can be seen as good. i was told that being nurtureing can be easy for people to take advantage of me. i was also told to do me for a change. i should. how many men have done what i have done.manyy to some but not enuff to say all.so even in the many i am a rareity. all these good men are.all that have stood for family,hope,and good will.all that took the shit whenit was esier to beat the shit outa some one.all of them the hundreds in the face of billions.were rare,and we deserve respect.