i cant seem to feel better.though there are days that are better than others,they all still have a tinge of pain. my theropist(god that sounds bad.) she says theres no way of avoiding whats coming. ive been thinking about giving up my oarental rights if it came down to a divorce. i dont want to see her agina,ever if that were to happen. it sux. suicide has also been on my mind alot. sad.so sad. wish things were better. i really do.