i cant keep thinking that everything that my wife does has some sort of sexual agenda to it that i dont know.i cant see her as she used to be.shes not as she was any more to me.miss trust i guess.i never had misstrusted some one so bad,yet loved them so much.iam still in love with her.but cant love her like i would like to.i'm sure she doesn't love me any more.that really hurts.in theropy the question of dateing came up.in honesty i cant date.not sure if i want to any how.she said shes not even thinking of that.i dont know what shes thinking.all i know is that wether or not she aware,she hurts me everyday with that nonshelaunt atitude.maybe its her age.i'm sure i was like that once.god will she ever see? will she ever really see?