i dont know exactly how i can explain what i feel.but i feel unhinged i guess.i dont know how to hold on.its not stress,i know how that feels to me.its more like being at the verge,all the time.i want to just die.end all this shit and go.fuck it all.fuck it.i'm not too sure whats going to happen to me.or whats happened all ready.i'm different.and i cant seem to change that.i did not want this.but i got it.and all are happy except me.