i have this feeling that to some point something malignant and spiritual had or has invaded us.we are still trying i guess.mel has actualy cuddled with me the night before last.and i dont believe dispite it all that she wants total seperation from me.this gives me some hope.but i dont want false hope.i'm being careful.also,i feel that at some times we were not us but maybe influenced by something really eveil in this house.are we victoms of real evil? i just dont know.not really.