to excape his influence is become almost impossible.it seems that shes still some how reminded of him.his name keeps popping up.his ora is here.though i dont know this man i feel i do some how.why cant he be silenced or cut out of my life for ever? why is he so important that he still is in the picture? i hate him. and all that is to do with him.the bastard is still some place where i belong.if i could i'd erase him from the face of the earth.to never be seen again.i'm sick of jay longshore! i hope he dies!